seriously, the strange feeling that i say i have towards her, has totally change today...today i finally know wat she was thinking abt and wat she going to do now! i have decided that ok forget abt the feeling and now really must take all my times in study...my family now is like all giving that' im really hopeless' face!! ARG!! i hate that... they all now very disappointed in me i guess, i really must show them my result in EOY...so this 2 weeks, i really need to be very very hardworking for this two weeks. STOP playing bball,( no way!...i only going to cut down the time on playing bball) i think as for dota, i really need to stop.. then after EOY, i then must go back to bball...train with them everyday, every min, every week!!! i really really must get back the skill i used to have last time...just like today, i went to play with LY,ZX and 1 more other person..then is like that my shooting become worst!! then my finishing really really become totally sux at all!! Nobody block me and i can miss!! OMG!! i really must get back to that bball life that i used to have and seriously..NOW is not right time for girls!!...it will only effect ur dreams and study and even life!!

lesson learn today, don trust ppl so much..u nv know wat they will do to u..unless they are really really ur bestest friends!! i trust my BASKETBALL teammate...as whenever i got trouble or need help, they will always be the 1 down there help me and sloving the problem with me..i really wan thanks u guys alot!! i also wont forget my class the 4 of u that will always be there to joke with me, settle things with me and help me!! MF,CH,K,H!! thank u !!