Today the match we won them and after the match, my coach say something which make me quite disappointed with myself...."EVERY1 IS IMPROVING, BUT KAIXIANG U ARE NOT IMPROVING AT ALL, U ARE STILL THE SAME!", thats wat my coach say infront of the whole team.... In my mind, i feel very very disappointed with myself, all the trainings, all the skill, all the shooting i have done is not improving at all!? To me, i think my skill is still at there but i don know y everytime the coach will shout at me when i make a small mistake, but when the rest do alot more mistake than me, my coach nv say anything! Im so fucking angry with it man!! I think he wan me to be a btr player bah...if not he wont scold me for such a small thing...NVM i will sure improve my skill and everything.


There's something which i fear alot when playing bball, i cannot be like last time when i will get past the defender and score a goal..... this happen after i got a injures in my leg when playing in the nike cup. I was getting past the defender and when i was abt to pass the bball to my friend, a person knee till my leg and till now, my fear is not totally over...haiz! I really hope i can be like last time where i can shoot, can get rebound, can get past the player and alot more!!! I hope before next year intersch, my fear will be over!!!